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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 8, 2007 18:58:35 GMT -5
I looked down at my hands, lacing and interlacing my fingers. When I looked up, I saw his eyes, pleading with mine to answer him.
"I love you, Edward. More than words can describe..." For some reason not in my power, my eyes started leaking again. Continuing, "If this is the only way that you will... change me... The way to being able to be with you forever..." I paused, breathing deeply and just staring at his perfection. How could this angel ever be meant for someone as ordinary as me?
Finally, answering, "Yes, I will." Before adding, "If you still want me," quickly. I then forced myself to not look down. But rather upon his perfect angel's gaze.
Anything for you, I couldn't help but think. I loved him more than life itself. He was part of me, and I wouldn't ever be able to live without him again.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jan 8, 2007 19:11:48 GMT -5
Edward took Bella in his arms quicker than the eye could see, hugging her tightly, but not tightly enough to hurt her. "Thank you," he whispered into her delicate, mortal ears. "You have no idea... how happy this is for me. If I could cry, I would."
He pulled away and took her hands, an ecstatic smile playing across his vampire face. But then he thought of something. The war. What about the war? If you even bite her... there will be one... are you willing to go through with that?
He wasn't sure, and as much as he hated to ruin the moment with his beloved, he said, "Bella, we have things we need to discuss. Things about the werewolves, and how you being turned will... start a war. It's not an easy topic to think about, but it's something... that needs to be done. I'm going to pull a meeting between my family and you, and we... we will all talk about the war." He stood up, unable to tear his eyes away from her. "I'll be back in an hour."
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 8, 2007 19:24:55 GMT -5
My heart was racing, my thoughts clouded. All I could think of... was that I was going to finally be a vampire, I would finally be with him. Well... in a more permanent way. I knew that this was going to be complicated, my being with him... Because of Jacob and his family, but.... It was either them or the Volturri, wasn't it?
"I understand," I said quietly, my voice somewhat quiet, though I was happier than I had ever been. "I'll see you in an hour." I said, gazing at him, not wanting him to leave, but knowing that he had to.
Then even more quietly, I asked, "Are you sure I'm worth it? A war..." my voice trailed off. If Edward was hurt because of my wanting to be with him forever, I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jan 8, 2007 19:30:02 GMT -5
Edward tried to smile as comfortingly as he could. He wasn't sure if the smile worked, though. "You're worth a lot more than you think, Bella. If you knew how much I cared about you, you'd realize how much you actually are worth. Now, I'll be back."
He kissed her and turned on his heel, disappearing out the back door in a flash. He was headed on his way home, to talk to his family. A meeting was needed... and Bella needed time to think about what she'd said. He knew she meant everything, but she needed time to think about whether or not she wanted to be turned. She would be losing a lot...
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 8, 2007 19:36:22 GMT -5
As I watched him leave, I couldn't help but think this was a dream.
A loud beep sounded. The casserole, reality. I took it out of the oven and set it ontop of the stove to cool before walking back to the table. Collapsing back onto the chair I had been sitting in previously. It finally sunk in, this was no day dream.... This was my life. And no matter how much Edward might think that I wasn't thinking this through, I was. I had given this more thought than anything else in my life. He was what I wanted. Being a vampire, with him. It was heaven enough for me... So now, it all came down to what his family would say... And then....
Two weeks
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Post by wowposter on Nov 5, 2008 4:34:13 GMT -5
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